Christmas Eve will find you Where the love light gleams I'll be home for Christmas If only in my dreams.....Thank you Josh Groban

What are the things that send your emotions yo-yoing? With me it can be a commercial and it will send me into a torrential amount of tears or laughing uncontrollably. My emotions are heightened I am sure partly due to everything that has been going on in life. I expect that it will get better with time.

Today we met with Kenny, our contractor and his superintendent Jim. This was great because well we all know what Monday is!! Monday is the beginning of deconstruction. It’s coming down baby!! We are on our way. We might actually be back home for Christmas!! To me that would be the best gift we could all receive.

I don’t know if I mentioned but my mother’s piano that was made in 1906 is a complete loss. They had thought that they could get it out but it wasn’t possible. She has had a couple of rough days because of it. She as cried a couple of times today and I know that is a huge part of it. I understand completely it is all part of the same thing I have been going through. The poor thing. I really feel for her. It will be okay. I have plans for her this weekend. She’ll be okay. We all will be.

Today while going through some things that Scotty brought out of the house that smelled of smoke but miraculously survived I found something I considered a real treasure. I found a postcard from California Adventure. It is an older one. I am not sure when I bought it or why I bought it in the first place but there it was. I am sure it was meant to be mailed but it didn’t happen. I am sure that I had the best intentions in the first place but you know what? I am glad I didn’t mail it. It made me smile. That area has been changed too so that makes it even a little more fun for me. J